Remembering Me

Ok I have to write this down while its still fresh. I had an "aha!" moment this morning while reading A Course in Miracles. I've heard the best way to teach your Self something is to explain it to someone else, so here goes.

I am a part of God. My ego, the self- made identity, the person I think I am, is not really a part of Me and does not itself believe it is a part of Me (piece of God). It is in fact, afraid of Me because I am proof that separation from God does not exist. The ego, which is not real, has made the Mind (which is real) believe that it is a learning device of the ego, but it is really a powerful creation tool that belongs to and is a part of Me (piece of God).

I created the ego when I forgot who I am in order to form an identity, but it grew into this huge out-of-proportion goblin and took over. It is this goblin, which is not Me, that has fears. She fears losing relationships with other goblins. She fears breaking the rules because other goblins won't like her. She fears change because it will alter the carefully constructed reality which keeps her alive. She is screaming right now not to write this out because other goblins won't understand, will question My sanity, because maybe the wrong goblin will read this and then I will have a lot of explaining to do. But mostly she doesn't want Me to remember who I am and reclaim the amazing tool of My miraculous Mind because then I (piece of God) will be unstoppable and she will eventually die.

Die Bitch! You're not even real.


Sorry if your goblin doesn't get this one. My (piece of God's) Mind finally wrapped its Self around this and I had to get it down.


Have the Reddest Day Ever!

In Grace,

Kell