Getting ready to head south on the freeway to visit my in-laws for Memorial Day weekend. The weather is drab and cheerless - everyone is so tired of the yucky gray raininess! I'm wishing I could stay home and work in the studio. Cracked Pots in mid-July is fast approaching and I'm starting to get that panicky feeling about all the stuff that needs to get done by then. Not to mention just making signs!
Day 26 of my moon cycle and I'm going to my in-laws. I keep saying, "Every person and situation is a golden link in the chain of my incoming good."
On a Sunny note, I have signs at a little antiques/collectibles store in Albany called Our Sister's Attic. I can't link to their website because I haven't built it for them yet! Wow, need to be working on that too.
We discovered that our van has a headlight out and we needed to change it out before hitting the road. J was standing at the front door watching the skies dump rain and not wanting to go out and fix the light. I told him to hang on a few minutes, maybe it would let up. Then I went to the back door, centered myself in my lower body, raised my arms and felt the rain saturating everything and thanked it. Then I "lifted the clouds" - imagined hot sun beating on my face, smiled at make-believe rainbows shining through the mists and the warmth of blue skies drying out the soggy earth. I smiled and said thank you and went back to packing suitcases.
Five minutes later J shouted that the rain had let up and he was going out to fix the car light. I looked out the bedroom window at blue skies, mists lifting off the wet pavement and sunshine beating on the wet trees. "Holy Crap! I did that!" I shouted. He doesn't believe me. He thinks I'm an egomaniac. The rains are back now that he's done with the car and I'm okay with that. Mother Nature gave me what we needed and that's enough.
I just think people are more powerful than we think we are. Or that "prayer" means something different than we think it does. Funny that I "know" I can do weather, but seem to have a problem with nutrition, having more than just enough money, and feeling fabulous on Day 26. Like one type of energy is harder than another. Oh, well - Baby Steps.
It's All Red My Lovelies - be sweet to your Selves.
In Grace,
Kell
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